Did you Bring Anyone with You?

I'll never forget those words of the lovely Nurse Navigator, "Did you bring someone with you Miss Robin?"

I knew it was not the news I was expecting to hear as soon as I heard those words. And, I was right. There was an 80% chance the micro calcifications found on the mammogram and in the biopsy were nothing. 80% - those are pretty darn good odds!! But they weren't for me that day. July 18th by the way - a day I will never forget. A day permanently etched in my history.... My response, "No, I did not bring anyone with me, I was expecting GOOD news, as you all told me the odds were with me."

So I made an oath that day - I was not going to put much stock in the the law of statistics. I would follow my gut instincts instead. And that's what I've been doing. Whether good or bad, I guess that remains to be seen. But I'm doing what I think is best for me, and the best outcome for a long life I hope.

I officially have Invasive Ductile Carcinoma, Grade 1, ER+, PR+, HER2- (Which are all good things they tell me as far as treating this cancer) I don't even have a lump, but I have Cancer. Amazing.

I've got a great family , a Beautiful 15 year old High School Sophomore, and a Handsome son, and lovely Daughter in Love. Lots of Life ahead. Lots of memories to be made. Lots of Love to be shared. And Hopefully lots of grand babies for Mimi to spoil!

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